ruby lips

three years with the boyfriend. never thought it would last this long.. not complaining though

My dad can be such an ass.

I'm really tired. And I have writers block. It freaking sucks.

Feb. break = travel time. Goin' up north. Be back Wednesday <3

Ow. Head hurts. I get these terrible migraines that just sneak up on me. I probably shouldn't be on the computer.. But I have homework. And I need distractions. My room is completely dark, 'cause the light hurts my eyes. It's so debilitating. Ridiculous.



Oh, so, I started writing a Marauder era fic for HP... Cause I can. Wondering if I post it here, will anyone read it?



Poem of the Day
Feb. 12, 2006 11:10 PM

"Tone"
I don't like your TONE, old man;
talk to me like I don't give a damn.
After all that I've done,
I'm still just fodder for the gun.
It's never enough,
never enough...
No matter how hard I try,
I'm always asking "Why?"
to your questions of work.
Stop being a jerk.
What more do you want from me?

***

Looking over that poem and I realize how elementary the rhyming patterns are. Lame.

Forgot about that.


Poem of the Day
Feb. 10, 2006 10:54 PM

"Bare Bones"
betray my thoughts,
drawing lots
games of chance;
a delicate dance
passionate fire
a situation dire...
nervous energy...
what's left to see?
stripped bare --
only me.

Shockingly like D-Day.

I don't understand all the woes around V-Day. So what if you don't have anyone "special" to "share" it with. What about your friends? Family? It's just like any other day. You can make it good or you can make it bad. It's all about attitude.


I dunno about the rest of you, but I'm going to hang out with friends. Who needs boys?

I wrote a beautiful, perfect poem last night. And I lost the paper. I could hit myself.



I found a mysterious bruise on my right thigh. NO idea how that got there.




I am not feeling well. I should probably eat more.

I have a new block to sculpt. I don't like it as much as clay, but oh well. According to my teacher, I need more diverse media. *sigh* I like my ceramics.



Poem of the Day:
Feb. 8, 2006 10:48 PM

"Elecktricity"
Elecktrifying,
multiplying energies,
enormous synergy
bodies entwine
devine emotion;
nerves excited,
nerves united.
breathy sighs,
time strolls by...

So, HTML is not my friend. Constant battle, you know?


Let's see if I can make my journal look pretty, for once.




ETA: Okay, screw HTML. I'm sticking with the general layouts, lame as it is.



ETA 2.0: Back to black and red and grey. Meh. I am so indecisive sometimes.

My name is Briel. I'm 16 years old. I have auburn hair and green eyes. I live in California, but I want to live somewhere else. Another country. Italy, maybe. Or France.


I started this journal as a sort of way to escape from my "real life". I'll post a lot of writing and speculation, probably. There might be a post or two dealing with "real life", but I wouldn't count on it. I'm trying to make this a creative outlet for myself. I don't want to have any interference with my creativity, hence the new journal.


I'm told LiveJournal is a very creative community, and I'm excited to be here.


I love Harry Potter to the point of obsession. I found a sorting community yesterday, when I was poking around, called __sortinghat. I've applied there. I'm curious to see where I belong.




Poem for the Day;
Feb. 7, 2005 10:47 PM

"New Leaf"
my life
in strife
nevermore
touch the floor
reach the sky
i will fly

New to the livejournal thing. Bear with me :)